Off We Go

Well Ken is actually on his way home right now. So what am I doing on the computer I have no idea just addicted I guess. I wish I had alap top to take with me on the trip that way I would have some entertainment. Then I would need wireless internet also so it would be a pain so never mind. Some day I will buy one with my PPP money I hope after all our other bills are gone. Got to go we are leaving soon! Yay!

Probably write later

So I still have not thought of a great idea for this blog yet. I do not really want anyone to know until I get one. I don't want it to be of my life because i already have some of them. I need to think. I probably will do nothing with it for a while yet. We will see if I have time before the vacation. I have to put my thinking cap on.

Texas almost here

Well I have begun to pack for our trip. I have the kids almost done. I have only a few loads of laundry left. Then when the wash gets done I will have the kids finished. I have most of all their little things like toys packed. I can not wait. A vacation is much needed.

List

Now that we have two kids I am beginning to worry about this vacation. What if I forget something that I need and we are so far away from home. I guess I will start to make a list of the things that we use everyday. I will do it every time I use something new. That way I will not forget anything hopefully. I have started somewhat but I know I need a lot more things. I wonder if when we are done packing if we will still be able to fit in the van.

Complaints

Well it seems as if this blog has becaome a way for me to just complain all the time. I guess I have to change that. I am so excited we will be leaving soon. I can not wait to get away from Illinois for a little bit. It is so nice to get away from all the hustle and bustle of your home life when you take a vacation. Getting away from the bills will probally be my favorite thing.

Headache

Oh I have one of the worst headaches ever. I just hate when you have a headache and there is nobody available to watch your kids for just five minutes. Sometimes I think that if I could just have some piece and quite then I would surely be able to get rid of it. I think its the noise of the kids and all these toys. Tylenol please start to work soon!

Frusterating

Sometimes I just want a little time to myself. I wish our house was a little bigger so then we could actually have an office that I could do things in alone. Ken is home and I have to give him credit he does help me out alot when he is here but it just seems that Maddie is always cring at my leg when I need alone time the most. I know now how Ken felt when Ben was always hanging on him when he was a baby. I love them with all my heart I just sometimes need a little time to think.

Texas Trip

Well could or trip to Texas take any longer to get here. It seems as if when you really want and need a vacation it never comes. It is still a while away and I really want it to come now. A vacation is good for every family. Hopefully Ken and I will be able to have some alone time when we get there. It is very needed. I think all couples need some time away from the little ones.

Still unsure

I am still not quite sure what I am going to do with this new blog. I have a couple blogs already so I want this different and I want users to want to come and visit it again. I still am looking for new types of blogs that I visit daily so maybe others can be interested too. So Im still thinking. What a pain.

Maybe not

Well maybe the secret blog idea is not worth the risk. I mean with the popularity of blogs these days maybe someone would end up finding it and spill all of your inner secrets. That would be aweful. So I guess it is not a good idea. We all know we have secrets of things from everyone. Yes even our hubbys that we say we tell everything to. Only God knows everything right.

Should I dare

Did you ever think of having a secret blog. You know one that nobody reads but yourself. I think I just might want one. Now that I have been blogging for a while I see that nobodys life is what you can make it seem on the internet. However maybe thats why we moms like blogging so much. Because everything can be perfect in our blog life and nobody will ever know!